1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:01:44,840 --> 00:01:49,880 LOLA 4 00:02:32,440 --> 00:02:34,920 - Hi, Lola. - Hi, Sam. 5 00:02:35,360 --> 00:02:36,880 Are you ready? 6 00:02:36,920 --> 00:02:38,480 Almost. 7 00:02:52,480 --> 00:02:54,440 Call me if you have a problem. 8 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:07,080 You can't do what you like, we have rules in this shelter. 9 00:03:08,280 --> 00:03:10,520 - Antoine. - Hi, Lola. 10 00:03:10,560 --> 00:03:11,920 Stay there! 11 00:03:14,080 --> 00:03:15,800 - Okay? - Yeah, I'm going. 12 00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:19,040 - When's the ceremony? - 12 o'clock. 13 00:03:21,200 --> 00:03:23,120 Have you got 20 Euros for the train? 14 00:03:28,200 --> 00:03:30,480 I'm on duty tonight. 15 00:03:30,520 --> 00:03:33,640 So even if you're late you can disturb me. 16 00:03:44,240 --> 00:03:48,880 Mom, I always thought that with you everything was possible. 17 00:04:52,440 --> 00:04:54,480 Ronsart and Son 18 00:05:15,840 --> 00:05:17,040 Hello. 19 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:18,240 Is Philippe there? 20 00:05:18,280 --> 00:05:20,520 Are you here for Catherine's ceremony? 21 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:22,960 - Is he there or not? - Yes, yes. 22 00:06:05,280 --> 00:06:07,440 - Come on. - Don't touch me! 23 00:06:08,800 --> 00:06:10,320 How could you do it? 24 00:06:10,360 --> 00:06:12,720 I didn't have much choice for the time. 25 00:06:12,760 --> 00:06:15,600 Anyway, I didn't think you'd come. 26 00:06:15,640 --> 00:06:17,000 Are you shitting me? 27 00:06:17,640 --> 00:06:21,360 Why are you talking with that voice? Stop it, it's ridiculous. 28 00:06:21,400 --> 00:06:24,240 Or what? You'll kick me out again? 29 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:27,960 Come on. 30 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:29,360 Leave me alone! 31 00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:32,520 Don't make a scene. 32 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:34,360 - Come on. - Let go of me! 33 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:36,040 Get the fuck off me! 34 00:06:37,760 --> 00:06:39,040 Be quiet! 35 00:06:40,040 --> 00:06:41,720 Be quiet, please. 36 00:06:44,480 --> 00:06:46,800 You have no decency, do you? 37 00:06:47,400 --> 00:06:49,560 Your mother'd be ashamed of you. 38 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:53,840 How could you do that to us? 39 00:06:53,880 --> 00:06:56,200 How could you do it to me ? 40 00:06:57,200 --> 00:06:59,000 Just look at yourself. 41 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:03,240 Aren't you ashamed, showing up like that in front of our family 42 00:07:03,280 --> 00:07:04,520 and friends? 43 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:07,960 Tricked up like a tranny. 44 00:07:10,120 --> 00:07:12,480 Philippe, do you need any help? 45 00:07:12,520 --> 00:07:14,680 No, it's all right, he's going. 46 00:07:14,720 --> 00:07:16,640 He's about to leave. 47 00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:21,320 You realize you made me miss Mom's funeral? 48 00:07:22,040 --> 00:07:24,320 You can never put that right. 49 00:07:24,360 --> 00:07:25,840 Put what right? 50 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:28,800 There's nothing to put right. 51 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:31,520 You ruined everything, smashed it to pieces. 52 00:07:31,560 --> 00:07:33,400 There's no family, nothing. 53 00:07:34,720 --> 00:07:37,760 This is the last time we speak. Now go. 54 00:07:37,800 --> 00:07:39,160 Get outta here! 55 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:41,920 You know what? 56 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:44,160 I'm glad she's dead. 57 00:07:44,200 --> 00:07:47,480 She no longer has to put up with a fucking jerk like you! 58 00:11:57,040 --> 00:11:58,920 What do you want to do with it? 59 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:01,360 I don't know. 60 00:12:02,640 --> 00:12:04,160 I've got no idea. 61 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:10,440 I think I want to keep her near me for the moment. 62 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:18,120 Is that okay? 63 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:21,280 It's not too creepy? 64 00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:34,560 I gotta go to work. 65 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:40,640 I can get someone to replace me if... 66 00:12:40,680 --> 00:12:42,360 No, it's okay. 67 00:12:43,160 --> 00:12:45,120 I'm beat, I'm going to bed. 68 00:12:55,840 --> 00:12:57,600 See you tomorrow. 69 00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:02,560 After you've been to work. 70 00:13:36,880 --> 00:13:39,560 Hello, you're through to Catherine Ronsart. 71 00:13:39,600 --> 00:13:43,920 Leave a message and I'll get right back to you. 72 00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:22,440 P.R.E.S. 73 00:15:04,560 --> 00:15:05,800 Shit! 74 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:22,200 - How are you? - Good. 75 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:25,520 The endocrinologist has changed your treatment. 76 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:28,560 - How are you reacting? - Great. 77 00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:31,240 - No side effects? - No. 78 00:15:31,520 --> 00:15:33,280 It's doing me good. 79 00:15:33,880 --> 00:15:37,400 Getting the hormones and being in the shelter, I feel better. 80 00:15:38,480 --> 00:15:39,720 About myself, I mean. 81 00:15:41,400 --> 00:15:44,840 Didn't you say you'd come with your mom today? 82 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:45,720 No. 83 00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:50,440 Well, she said she'd come with me for the operations. 84 00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:51,840 When we do them. 85 00:15:53,160 --> 00:15:56,760 That's good because we can schedule them for quite soon now. 86 00:15:57,800 --> 00:15:59,840 I've had a slot come free. 87 00:16:02,960 --> 00:16:04,760 - Is that okay? - Yeah, fine. 88 00:16:05,720 --> 00:16:08,720 It's just that it's sooner than I expected. 89 00:16:10,920 --> 00:16:13,640 If you need more time, we can change the date. 90 00:16:13,680 --> 00:16:16,080 No, it's fine, don't worry about it. 91 00:16:17,040 --> 00:16:20,040 From this point on, we just follow the protocol. 92 00:16:20,880 --> 00:16:23,240 There'll be two stages, as planned. 93 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:26,280 The first in 5 weeks, the second in 10 weeks. 94 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:30,680 Breast augmentation and castration first, then reassignment. 95 00:16:36,080 --> 00:16:39,840 This is for your private health insurance to fill in. 96 00:16:39,880 --> 00:16:41,840 And this is for your share. 97 00:16:41,880 --> 00:16:44,040 All the details are there. 98 00:16:46,680 --> 00:16:48,480 When does it have to be paid? 99 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:51,120 As soon as possible, but before the 6th. 100 00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:54,280 Okay. 101 00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:58,120 And my prescription? 102 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:00,240 Dr. Bratsky should have left it. 103 00:17:00,280 --> 00:17:02,240 Are you sure? I haven't seen it. 104 00:17:02,280 --> 00:17:04,680 Yes, she said she'd leave it at reception. 105 00:17:05,360 --> 00:17:09,200 It'll say Estragel and Androtabs. 50 milligrams. 106 00:17:09,240 --> 00:17:11,360 There's nothing here, sorry. 107 00:17:11,640 --> 00:17:13,360 I can leave her a message 108 00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:16,160 and get it for tomorrow. Thursday at the latest. 109 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:18,960 No, I'm all out. I can't miss any. 110 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:21,240 It's no big deal if you miss one day. 111 00:17:21,280 --> 00:17:24,520 I know if it's a big deal or not! Look again. 112 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:32,440 This is it. Sorry. 113 00:18:21,080 --> 00:18:23,520 The guys here are hot! 114 00:18:24,120 --> 00:18:26,640 - You know them? - Yeah, sort of. 115 00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:28,400 We going? 116 00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:32,240 What's wrong? 117 00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:35,760 What's wrong? 118 00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:39,600 I was at the hospital earlier. 119 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:43,120 There's a slot free. I can start the operations in 5 weeks. 120 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:45,440 Seriously? That's awesome! 121 00:18:45,480 --> 00:18:48,480 Shit, you knew all this time and you didn't tell me! 122 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:53,960 - You don't look too pleased. - I am. 123 00:19:00,720 --> 00:19:03,440 - I don't know what to do about... - What? 124 00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:07,080 - What? - The money. 125 00:19:10,280 --> 00:19:13,200 My mom's dead and all I'm thinking about is that. 126 00:19:14,960 --> 00:19:17,280 - I'm a piece of shit. - No, no... 127 00:19:22,640 --> 00:19:25,520 You think Antoine will know how to get the money? 128 00:19:26,320 --> 00:19:27,440 I dunno. 129 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:29,520 How much do you need? 130 00:19:29,840 --> 00:19:32,600 - Almost five thousand. - Five thousand? 131 00:19:34,240 --> 00:19:35,680 How much you got? 132 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:37,480 Five hundred eighty-seven. 133 00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:39,120 Shit! 134 00:20:02,640 --> 00:20:04,120 I'll fetch Antoine. 135 00:20:04,560 --> 00:20:06,440 You're in deep shit. 136 00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,640 Gonna put her on your table? 137 00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:11,400 In your shitty house in your shitty town? 138 00:20:11,440 --> 00:20:13,560 - Is that it? - No, it's not. 139 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:18,280 I'm taking her to the coast, to her childhood home. She asked me. 140 00:20:19,920 --> 00:20:21,200 What's going on? 141 00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:22,920 - He's robbing me. - You're the thief! 142 00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:25,640 If you don't leave I'll call the cops. 143 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:26,760 Go ahead! 144 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:29,880 I'll enjoy telling them how he burgled my house 145 00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:32,240 and smashed my store window! 146 00:20:32,280 --> 00:20:34,120 - You're full of shit! - Oh, yeah? 147 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:37,280 Neighbors saw you. "A vulgar girl with dyed hair, 148 00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:40,440 "a rucksack and a skateboard..." That's not you? 149 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:44,400 Do you know what a window costs? 150 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:46,480 Do you know what assault will cost you? 151 00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:16,960 What are you doing? Close that door! 152 00:21:17,280 --> 00:21:18,240 Close that door! 153 00:21:20,200 --> 00:21:22,120 Shit! Close that door! 154 00:21:24,840 --> 00:21:26,280 Give me a break! 155 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:32,160 Get out! Get outta there! 156 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:36,240 Stop this bullshit! 157 00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:37,800 I'm not leaving her! 158 00:21:40,240 --> 00:21:42,480 - Don't you touch that! - Lola! 159 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,240 You, stay where you are! 160 00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:52,560 What are you doing? 161 00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:28,840 - You're fucking crazy! - Shut your mouth! 162 00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:13,080 Look, 163 00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:15,560 it's simple. 164 00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:18,240 It's up to you. 165 00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:21,000 Either you get out, right now, 166 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:23,640 or we go. 167 00:23:23,680 --> 00:23:25,600 - Where? - To the coast. 168 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:28,160 To the house. 169 00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:32,160 How many times are they gonna call? 170 00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:33,720 It's not them, it's work. 171 00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:38,280 So what's your decision? 172 00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:42,520 But I'm telling you, if you get out you leave her here. 173 00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:44,400 I'm not leaving her! 174 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:37,720 I'll call you later. 175 00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:23,920 Five minutes. 176 00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:49,880 The keys. 177 00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:56,000 You dumped me like a piece of shit once before. 178 00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:28,240 Is it good? 179 00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:31,800 Not really. 180 00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:35,600 Not too expensive? 181 00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:38,080 The usual. 182 00:27:39,280 --> 00:27:40,400 The usual? 183 00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:43,920 Are you shitting me? 184 00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:45,840 Do you think I didn't see you? 185 00:27:47,400 --> 00:27:49,160 I'm broke, that's all. 186 00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:51,760 In my family we don't steal. 187 00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:53,000 Understand? 188 00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:55,040 We're not thieves. 189 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,520 Go and pay for it, now. 190 00:27:59,040 --> 00:28:00,200 Or what? 191 00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:03,720 Or you stay here and I carry on alone. 192 00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:20,480 Little jerk! 193 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,960 I got you this with the change. 194 00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,800 And some smokes for me. 195 00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:04,280 - Can I smoke? - No. 196 00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:07,320 Have you quit? 197 00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:11,400 Okay. 198 00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:27,120 This is Mom's! 199 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:28,760 - Don't touch that. - Why? 200 00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:30,400 Just leave it alone. 201 00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:32,680 More songs than I thought. 202 00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:34,080 Put it back. 203 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:00,720 So you're calling yourself Lola? 204 00:30:04,280 --> 00:30:05,360 Classy! 205 00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:14,000 And that Arab kid earlier, 206 00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:15,560 is he your boyfriend? 207 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:19,160 That "Arab kid" has a name: Samir. 208 00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:21,840 Anyway, why do you give a shit? 209 00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:23,120 I dunno. 210 00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:28,280 Yeah, you're right, I don't give a shit. 211 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:31,600 You chose your life, do what you want. 212 00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:33,720 You want to know who Samir is? 213 00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:36,760 He's the guy who helped me when you kicked me out. 214 00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:38,600 He got me into that shelter 215 00:30:38,640 --> 00:30:40,920 so I didn't end up on the street. 216 00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:45,360 If I hadn't met him, 217 00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:47,920 I don't know what I'd have done. 218 00:30:49,960 --> 00:30:52,800 He's the strongest, coolest guy I know. 219 00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:59,400 When his dad saw him with his boyfriend, he strangled him. 220 00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:01,240 He nearly killed him. 221 00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:06,680 So he just left home, with nothing. 222 00:31:08,680 --> 00:31:10,600 That's who Samir is. 223 00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:32,640 - Could you stop at the next gas station? - Why? 224 00:34:33,240 --> 00:34:35,120 I have to go to the bathroom. 225 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:50,360 What are you doing? 226 00:34:50,400 --> 00:34:52,080 You gotta piss, don't you? 227 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:53,960 I'm not doing it here! 228 00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:57,960 You got shelter over there, what's the problem? 229 00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:01,160 Why don't I just piss right here in your car? 230 00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:03,680 Stop busting my balls! Go and piss! 231 00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:06,920 - Who do you think you are? - Asshole! 232 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:19,320 Little fucker! 233 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:23,720 He's totally nuts! 234 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:28,000 Shit! 235 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:33,520 That kid's totally insane! 236 00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:37,760 Shit! 237 00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:47,120 Asshole! 238 00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:27,960 Good evening. 239 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:28,800 Good evening. 240 00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:32,440 How old are you? 241 00:36:33,400 --> 00:36:34,280 Eighteen. 242 00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:37,960 What can I get you? 243 00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:40,720 I need to make a phone call. 244 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:45,320 What's that? 245 00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:47,240 My mom. 246 00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:53,680 So can I use your phone, please? 247 00:36:53,720 --> 00:36:57,120 Sweetie, you really ought to order something first. 248 00:36:57,160 --> 00:36:58,320 I'm in trouble. 249 00:36:58,360 --> 00:36:59,720 I got no money. 250 00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:02,120 Please, it'll only take a minute. 251 00:37:03,240 --> 00:37:04,560 If you like, 252 00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:06,600 I can buy you a drink. 253 00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:07,640 Thanks. 254 00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:10,040 - I'm not thirsty. - Suit yourself. 255 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:12,960 Here. 256 00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:16,160 Use mine. 257 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:21,840 Okay, I'll have that drink. 258 00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:24,360 - A cava, please. - Okay. 259 00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:26,480 A cava. 260 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:29,640 What are you playing at? 261 00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:30,760 I do what I want. 262 00:37:30,800 --> 00:37:32,000 Who's he? 263 00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:33,920 Just some dickhead. 264 00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:37,720 - What did you say? - Wouldn't you like to know! 265 00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:43,600 I said you're a dickhead. 266 00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:46,320 What are you trying to prove? Stop it! 267 00:37:46,360 --> 00:37:48,120 Come on, we're going. 268 00:37:48,160 --> 00:37:50,040 No, I'm good here, I'm staying. 269 00:37:51,080 --> 00:37:53,880 Do what you like but I'm not leaving without her. 270 00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:56,840 Go on, then, take her! 271 00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:00,400 Hands off! He's my son! 272 00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:03,200 - I'll do what I want. - Asshole! 273 00:38:04,520 --> 00:38:07,800 He's not my dad. Look at him, the loser! 274 00:38:10,240 --> 00:38:12,120 I'm the loser? 275 00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:15,520 Where were you when I was caring for your mom? 276 00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:22,080 You don't even realize it's your fault she got sick. 277 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:26,680 It's your fault she died. 278 00:38:34,080 --> 00:38:35,680 You know what, Dad? 279 00:38:35,720 --> 00:38:39,920 She didn't tell you she was seeing me. She was scared of how you'd react. 280 00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:41,920 You're lying. 281 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:46,760 Believe what you want, I don't care. 282 00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:49,360 She's gone, it changes nothing. 283 00:39:54,520 --> 00:39:58,160 To my baby, in memory of that lovely day. I love you, Mom. 284 00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:01,280 Here, this'll stop it swelling. 285 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:02,520 All right? 286 00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:03,960 Thank you. 287 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,600 Let me in, I just want to talk to him. 288 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:08,160 I won't hurt him! 289 00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:11,080 Why are you still here? 290 00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:12,040 I'm sorry. 291 00:41:13,240 --> 00:41:14,280 Let's go now. 292 00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:16,320 Where? 293 00:41:16,360 --> 00:41:17,560 Let's go! 294 00:41:19,840 --> 00:41:21,840 Are you okay? Be careful. 295 00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:25,280 I'm okay. 296 00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:29,880 Come on, let's go. 297 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,240 This one's free. 298 00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:04,640 The sheets have been changed, they're clean. 299 00:42:05,720 --> 00:42:09,000 It's sixty euros a night. Is that okay? 300 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:10,040 Yeah. 301 00:42:11,160 --> 00:42:13,840 - I'll leave you, then. Goodnight. - Goodnight. 302 00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:23,960 You have the bed, I'm not sleeping in it. 303 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:26,720 Look at the state you're in. You take it. 304 00:42:27,120 --> 00:42:29,000 I can sleep anywhere. 305 00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:33,000 It's okay, no one'll see you. 306 00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:00,080 I'm turning the light off. 307 00:44:20,080 --> 00:44:22,520 How long had you been seeing her? 308 00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:25,520 About a year and a half. 309 00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:31,480 Where? 310 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:36,680 Mom came to me. 311 00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:40,600 On the train. We'd meet at the station. 312 00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:45,640 Sometimes Antoine asked her to come and see him at the shelter. 313 00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:48,120 That guy, what for? 314 00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:54,440 To talk about me, about how she could help me. 315 00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:58,280 How often? 316 00:45:00,960 --> 00:45:02,560 That depended on you. 317 00:45:04,400 --> 00:45:06,200 On the stories she made up. 318 00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:09,680 But she hated lying to you. 319 00:45:11,720 --> 00:45:13,480 It hurt her to do that. 320 00:45:14,440 --> 00:45:17,360 What hurt her was no longer having a son. 321 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:21,720 She'd accepted me. 322 00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:23,480 Yeah, sure! 323 00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:25,200 She called me Lola. 324 00:45:31,880 --> 00:45:34,000 She should have told me. 325 00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:37,800 She obviously didn't think so. 326 00:45:53,160 --> 00:45:54,600 Anyway, goodnight. 327 00:45:59,080 --> 00:46:00,240 Goodnight. 328 00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:41,080 Hello, you're through to Catherine Ronsart. 329 00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:45,200 Leave a message and I'll get right back to you. 330 00:47:19,600 --> 00:47:21,080 Hello. 331 00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:26,880 Do you need something? 332 00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:30,080 No, I just wanted some fresh air. 333 00:47:39,960 --> 00:47:41,520 Can I have one? 334 00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:46,880 Thanks. 335 00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:05,560 - Is it still busy? - No. 336 00:48:05,600 --> 00:48:10,280 The last one left half an hour ago. 337 00:48:14,360 --> 00:48:18,160 I should go to bed myself, but I like this time afterwards. 338 00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:21,800 Doing nothing for a while, when it's quiet. 339 00:48:26,120 --> 00:48:29,280 It feels like all of that is just for me. 340 00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:58,920 Is your daughter asleep? 341 00:49:01,960 --> 00:49:03,080 Yeah. 342 00:49:04,440 --> 00:49:06,280 And is your nose okay? 343 00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:12,160 She's got character. That's good. 344 00:49:12,800 --> 00:49:16,200 One should tell one's parents to go eat shit now and then. 345 00:49:16,240 --> 00:49:17,640 It shows courage. 346 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:20,520 You don't know what it's like. 347 00:49:21,880 --> 00:49:25,160 Do you think you're the first person to lecture me? 348 00:49:26,240 --> 00:49:28,720 Raising a kid who puts you through hell... 349 00:49:28,760 --> 00:49:30,640 "Hell", seriously? 350 00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:32,000 Yes, hell. 351 00:49:33,520 --> 00:49:36,240 It started with nightmares almost every night. 352 00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:39,800 Then, one day... 353 00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:44,160 he started tearing his clothes, 354 00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:46,760 self-harming, 355 00:49:47,600 --> 00:49:49,840 having panic attacks and meltdowns... 356 00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:54,480 He'd start crying and screaming about nothing. 357 00:49:55,960 --> 00:49:58,280 It drives you crazy in the end. 358 00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:02,360 One day the school called. 359 00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:07,440 He'd slashed his arms with a pair of scissors. 360 00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:10,840 We saw shrinks. 361 00:50:12,160 --> 00:50:14,560 We tried everything to help him. 362 00:50:16,720 --> 00:50:18,560 We thought he'd grow out of it. 363 00:50:19,320 --> 00:50:21,080 But no, it just got worse. 364 00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:26,280 He started running away, disappearing for days at a time. 365 00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:29,640 His mother and I were scared to death. 366 00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:32,000 And then... 367 00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:37,400 he started wearing girls' clothes, cross-dressing. 368 00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:39,400 And I just... 369 00:50:39,440 --> 00:50:40,760 I lost it. 370 00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:43,640 I couldn't bear it. 371 00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:56,760 I had a son, not a daughter. 372 00:50:57,080 --> 00:50:59,880 Do you have something against girls? 373 00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:02,240 He's fucking selfish. 374 00:51:02,280 --> 00:51:05,960 Everything revolves around him, he doesn't care how we feel. 375 00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:08,400 He doesn't realize what he put us through. 376 00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:18,840 I'm going to bed. Are you staying here? 377 00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:25,320 You know... 378 00:51:28,240 --> 00:51:29,800 it's none of my business, 379 00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:32,560 but I don't think anyone does all that 380 00:51:32,600 --> 00:51:34,720 just to be shitty to their parents. 381 00:51:34,760 --> 00:51:36,440 No one does that. 382 00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:40,040 Goodnight. 383 00:52:45,240 --> 00:52:46,400 Shit! 384 00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:37,120 He likes that. He's your new pal. 385 00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:39,200 Coffee? 386 00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:40,680 Please. 387 00:53:48,320 --> 00:53:49,720 There you go. 388 00:53:49,760 --> 00:53:51,080 Thanks. 389 00:53:52,720 --> 00:53:54,400 Is there a pharmacy nearby? 390 00:53:54,440 --> 00:53:57,440 Not here. You have to go to Stadenburg. 391 00:53:57,480 --> 00:53:59,000 It's not far. 392 00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:01,640 Good morning. 393 00:54:02,440 --> 00:54:03,280 Okay? 394 00:54:03,760 --> 00:54:04,840 Yes? 395 00:54:05,080 --> 00:54:06,160 'Morning, Kaatje. 396 00:54:06,200 --> 00:54:07,520 Did you sleep well? 397 00:54:10,160 --> 00:54:12,200 - Coffee? - Yes, please. 398 00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:16,640 It was murder last night! 399 00:54:16,680 --> 00:54:17,760 I can well imagine. 400 00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:21,720 - A busy night. - Yeah. 401 00:54:22,240 --> 00:54:25,040 A good, strong coffee will pick you up. 402 00:54:27,320 --> 00:54:30,560 Jeez! I haven't heard this for ages. 403 00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:32,160 Do you know this song? 404 00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:34,680 It's great, huh? 405 00:54:37,720 --> 00:54:38,840 Let's dance. 406 00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,440 Come on. 407 00:54:42,760 --> 00:54:44,320 It's too early. 408 00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:46,600 It's never too early. 409 00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:49,640 - It's always the right time to dance. - You're crazy! 410 00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:53,200 You're in a good mood. 411 00:54:55,440 --> 00:54:57,640 - You're my favorite. - Of course. 412 00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:00,280 Come and dance with us. 413 00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:02,320 No, I don't know how. 414 00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:04,520 - Come and dance! - Try! 415 00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:07,120 - No, I don't know how. - Dance! 416 00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:08,920 Dancing does you good. 417 00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:12,080 It's good for the body, good for the mind... 418 00:55:12,440 --> 00:55:13,840 Dance with Kaatje. 419 00:55:16,240 --> 00:55:19,720 My princess! Dance with me, please. 420 00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:26,640 That's good. 421 00:55:28,560 --> 00:55:31,680 What's wrong? Relax, you're all stiff. 422 00:55:31,720 --> 00:55:33,520 Close your eyes. 423 00:55:34,040 --> 00:55:35,320 That's it. 424 00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:39,120 Let the music take you. 425 00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:42,760 That's great. Just chill. 426 00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:45,080 Yes, breathe it in. 427 00:55:45,120 --> 00:55:47,960 Look at that! A bit faster now. 428 00:55:49,320 --> 00:55:50,720 And like this. 429 00:55:52,000 --> 00:55:55,360 Swing your hips, raise your arms... 430 00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:57,360 She could work with us. 431 00:55:57,400 --> 00:55:59,280 Cut it out! 432 00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:03,720 Oh, my goodness, she's dancing! 433 00:56:04,000 --> 00:56:06,280 She's dancing, just look at that! 434 00:56:08,200 --> 00:56:10,200 You're so pretty. 435 00:56:10,240 --> 00:56:13,760 "I don't know how." What a liar! 436 00:56:15,240 --> 00:56:17,520 She'd charm them all here. 437 00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:19,880 That's true. 438 00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:23,680 Good morning. 439 00:56:24,760 --> 00:56:27,480 - What's he doing here? - He slept here. 440 00:56:27,920 --> 00:56:29,080 Great! 441 00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:32,960 - I'll get my stuff, we can go. - Yeah. 442 00:56:34,280 --> 00:56:36,920 - Do you want a coffee? - No, thanks. 443 00:56:47,560 --> 00:56:48,560 Wait. 444 00:56:50,360 --> 00:56:51,520 Here. 445 00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:53,360 Someone called. 446 00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:54,720 What's PRES? 447 00:56:55,720 --> 00:56:57,440 Why are you interested? 448 00:56:58,120 --> 00:57:01,080 Your mom left an envelope with PRES written on it. 449 00:57:01,920 --> 00:57:03,200 What envelope? 450 00:57:03,920 --> 00:57:06,960 - Can't you tell me what it is? - What was in it? 451 00:57:08,240 --> 00:57:11,000 We'll talk about it later. I'll wait downstairs. 452 00:57:19,440 --> 00:57:21,080 Take care. 453 00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:22,920 Have a good trip. 454 00:57:32,640 --> 00:57:33,400 Goodbye. 455 00:57:47,880 --> 00:57:49,600 I can't see a thing. 456 00:57:53,560 --> 00:57:55,080 It's nice here. 457 00:57:57,400 --> 00:57:59,680 A bit gloomy but still nice. 458 00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:02,640 Yeah, a shame they all speak Flemish. 459 00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:07,080 I like it. It was Mom's language. 460 00:58:09,200 --> 00:58:10,760 You could have learnt it. 461 00:58:11,720 --> 00:58:14,280 There'd be no point where we live. 462 00:58:15,400 --> 00:58:17,720 Why was it Mom who came to you, 463 00:58:18,640 --> 00:58:20,200 not the other way around? 464 00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:23,160 I don't know, that's just the way it happened. 465 00:58:23,200 --> 00:58:25,200 We were still young and... 466 00:58:26,160 --> 00:58:28,280 we didn't know what we wanted to do. 467 00:58:28,320 --> 00:58:30,840 I wasn't sure I'd stay on at college. 468 00:58:31,720 --> 00:58:34,760 Things just turned out the way they did. 469 00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:37,440 What did you want to do? 470 00:58:37,480 --> 00:58:38,680 What I wanted to be 471 00:58:39,240 --> 00:58:40,920 was a gym teacher. 472 00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:43,600 I liked that. 473 00:58:45,560 --> 00:58:47,080 What does he want? 474 00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:51,840 Overtake, then. 475 00:58:52,920 --> 00:58:54,680 Go on, overtake! 476 00:58:54,720 --> 00:58:56,160 Take your time! 477 00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:00,680 Asshole! 478 00:59:05,000 --> 00:59:05,840 Still... 479 00:59:07,960 --> 00:59:10,480 I never knew you wanted to be a gym teacher. 480 00:59:14,440 --> 00:59:15,680 So? 481 00:59:16,920 --> 00:59:17,840 What? 482 00:59:17,880 --> 00:59:20,120 You quit college to open the store? 483 00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:22,120 No, I never wanted to work there. 484 00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:24,200 Are you kidding? 485 00:59:26,760 --> 00:59:28,360 Why, then? 486 00:59:28,400 --> 00:59:30,000 I had no choice. 487 00:59:30,040 --> 00:59:32,680 We were broke when your mom got pregnant. 488 00:59:32,720 --> 00:59:34,520 At first my dad helped us, 489 00:59:35,920 --> 00:59:39,480 but then he died and... That was just before you were born. 490 00:59:40,760 --> 00:59:43,480 I thought it was a passion he passed on to you. 491 00:59:43,520 --> 00:59:45,200 - Who? - Your dad. 492 00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:48,480 My dad, passing on a passion to me? 493 00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:51,320 That shows you didn't know him. 494 00:59:51,600 --> 00:59:55,240 No, he didn't pass on anything to me, apart from the store. 495 00:59:59,240 --> 01:00:00,280 What? 496 01:00:00,320 --> 01:00:01,560 Nothing. 497 01:00:03,000 --> 01:00:05,280 - What's so funny? - I dunno. 498 01:00:05,320 --> 01:00:08,040 I can't see you as a gym teacher at all. 499 01:00:08,080 --> 01:00:09,400 Why? 500 01:00:09,440 --> 01:00:11,000 You're not the type. 501 01:00:11,360 --> 01:00:12,880 What's the type? 502 01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:14,480 Not you. 503 01:00:14,960 --> 01:00:16,840 You mean my physique? 504 01:00:18,320 --> 01:00:20,400 If you'd seen me when I was 20... 505 01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:24,040 That's it, have a good laugh at me! 506 01:00:47,280 --> 01:00:50,000 - Did Mom listen to this? - Yeah. 507 01:00:50,040 --> 01:00:50,880 Weird. 508 01:01:26,600 --> 01:01:28,040 Do you miss her? 509 01:01:28,960 --> 01:01:30,760 Yes... a lot. 510 01:01:35,240 --> 01:01:37,560 Not another, I don't believe it! 511 01:01:38,920 --> 01:01:41,040 What's your problem? Fuck you! 512 01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:42,560 Asshole! 513 01:01:43,320 --> 01:01:45,200 Go on, accelerate. 514 01:02:50,360 --> 01:02:52,080 No cars there? 515 01:02:56,240 --> 01:02:57,640 Can you stop here? 516 01:02:58,360 --> 01:02:59,680 Why? 517 01:02:59,720 --> 01:03:02,120 I have to go to the pharmacy. 518 01:03:02,160 --> 01:03:04,120 Can't it wait? 519 01:03:04,160 --> 01:03:05,160 No. 520 01:03:07,080 --> 01:03:08,320 Okay. 521 01:03:19,200 --> 01:03:21,520 Can you lend me some money? 522 01:03:23,640 --> 01:03:24,800 I'll pay you back. 523 01:03:25,600 --> 01:03:27,000 No, it's fine. 524 01:03:29,080 --> 01:03:30,280 What are you doing? 525 01:03:30,320 --> 01:03:32,600 - I'm coming with you - Why? 526 01:03:32,640 --> 01:03:33,880 Because. 527 01:03:34,280 --> 01:03:38,840 After what you did to me last night, I'm in pain, so I'll come too. 528 01:03:46,320 --> 01:03:47,280 Hello. 529 01:03:47,320 --> 01:03:50,560 Hello. Here, I need this. 530 01:03:50,600 --> 01:03:51,440 Okay. 531 01:03:56,280 --> 01:03:57,880 - Is it for you? - Yes. 532 01:04:12,160 --> 01:04:12,920 Sorry. 533 01:04:12,960 --> 01:04:15,000 - I'm all out. - What? 534 01:04:15,040 --> 01:04:17,320 Sorry. What can I get you, sir? 535 01:04:17,360 --> 01:04:19,800 - What? - What's going on here? 536 01:04:19,840 --> 01:04:22,960 In French? I don't have those hormones in stock. 537 01:04:23,360 --> 01:04:24,640 Hormones? 538 01:04:25,160 --> 01:04:27,280 - What's this about hormones? - Nothing. 539 01:04:27,320 --> 01:04:29,200 - What do you mean, nothing? - Forget it. 540 01:04:29,840 --> 01:04:33,040 - What is this bullshit? - Leave me alone! 541 01:04:33,080 --> 01:04:35,560 - Are you taking hormones? - Are you stupid? 542 01:04:35,600 --> 01:04:39,520 Of course I am, Dad, I'm trans! Haven't you noticed? 543 01:04:39,560 --> 01:04:42,360 - How long have you been taking them? - 14 months. 544 01:04:42,400 --> 01:04:46,440 Who's prescribing hormones to a child? Don't you know it's dangerous? 545 01:04:48,080 --> 01:04:49,720 Mom was okay with it. 546 01:04:50,200 --> 01:04:52,520 She signed the papers for me. 547 01:04:53,160 --> 01:04:54,760 You're all insane! 548 01:04:55,760 --> 01:04:56,920 See? 549 01:04:57,240 --> 01:05:01,040 You say she should have told you, you'd have understood. No. 550 01:05:01,080 --> 01:05:02,440 You'll never change. 551 01:05:02,480 --> 01:05:04,560 What exactly do you mean? 552 01:05:06,960 --> 01:05:08,800 That it's our fault? 553 01:05:10,200 --> 01:05:12,040 That we made you wrong? 554 01:05:12,560 --> 01:05:16,320 So you're taking that stuff to fix you, like fixing a car? 555 01:05:18,640 --> 01:05:20,440 I've had enough of this. 556 01:05:22,640 --> 01:05:24,720 - Want to know what PRES is? - No. 557 01:05:24,760 --> 01:05:27,320 Plastic, reconstructive and esthetic surgery. 558 01:05:27,360 --> 01:05:28,040 Shut up. 559 01:05:28,480 --> 01:05:31,640 - I'm going to be operated on. - I don't want to know! 560 01:05:31,680 --> 01:05:35,400 Not because I have to be "fixed like a car". Because I want to. 561 01:05:37,640 --> 01:05:39,240 It's a fucking nightmare! 562 01:05:40,120 --> 01:05:41,720 What was in the envelope? 563 01:05:42,240 --> 01:05:43,440 Money? 564 01:05:44,920 --> 01:05:47,120 If it was, you have to tell me. 565 01:05:48,680 --> 01:05:51,480 She wanted to help me, to be there when I did it. 566 01:05:53,960 --> 01:05:56,240 You two really fucked me over, huh? 567 01:05:57,360 --> 01:05:58,840 Is this what you want? 568 01:05:59,080 --> 01:06:00,480 Here, take it. 569 01:06:02,280 --> 01:06:04,600 All that time, doing it behind my back. 570 01:10:05,160 --> 01:10:06,320 Lionel! 571 01:10:08,480 --> 01:10:10,200 Lionel, listen, please. 572 01:10:11,680 --> 01:10:15,120 You and I will never agree. You have your life, I have mine. 573 01:10:16,160 --> 01:10:19,000 But I'm just asking for one thing. 574 01:10:20,680 --> 01:10:23,440 To finish what we came here to do. Okay? 575 01:10:26,520 --> 01:10:27,960 We'll do it for her. 576 01:11:24,080 --> 01:11:26,880 The small path there will be more discreet. 577 01:11:33,720 --> 01:11:35,560 Leave her here for the moment. 578 01:11:35,600 --> 01:11:37,600 We'll check there's no one around. 579 01:11:38,240 --> 01:11:40,880 You can't just scatter ashes like that. 580 01:13:31,160 --> 01:13:32,240 Are you coming? 581 01:14:39,600 --> 01:14:40,640 It's crazy. 582 01:14:40,680 --> 01:14:42,160 It's all just as it was. 583 01:14:59,360 --> 01:15:01,360 That's what your mom liked. 584 01:15:05,280 --> 01:15:06,880 I was thinking that... 585 01:15:07,440 --> 01:15:10,600 maybe we could do it out the front there. 586 01:15:10,640 --> 01:15:12,000 Right there. 587 01:15:12,920 --> 01:15:14,440 What do you think? 588 01:15:19,160 --> 01:15:21,320 - Your mom liked it here. - Yeah, sure! 589 01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:24,000 - This place was hell. - Not at all. 590 01:15:24,040 --> 01:15:27,040 Yes, you were always arguing with Gran and Grandpa. 591 01:15:27,080 --> 01:15:29,640 Stop painting me as a monster all the time. 592 01:15:29,680 --> 01:15:31,640 I never left you by the roadside 593 01:15:31,680 --> 01:15:34,800 or wanted to kill you, like your pal Samir's dad. 594 01:15:34,840 --> 01:15:38,480 Know why we stopped coming here? We could see you were unhappy. 595 01:15:39,520 --> 01:15:41,600 You'd wake in the night, sweating. 596 01:15:41,640 --> 01:15:45,440 Your cousins were always nasty to you, so we stopped coming. 597 01:15:45,480 --> 01:15:49,560 Even though your mother was happy here. 598 01:15:49,600 --> 01:15:52,920 - It's because you were ashamed of me. - What? 599 01:15:52,960 --> 01:15:54,560 Just listen to yourself! 600 01:15:54,600 --> 01:15:58,880 I stopped you having the career you wanted, I stopped you coming here! 601 01:15:58,920 --> 01:16:01,160 You tell yourself that it was my fault. 602 01:16:01,200 --> 01:16:02,960 It wasn't, it was yours! 603 01:16:03,000 --> 01:16:07,600 You shouldn't have had a kid. I never asked for this life. 604 01:16:08,640 --> 01:16:10,560 Especially with a dad like you. 605 01:16:15,440 --> 01:16:16,520 What was that? 606 01:17:33,480 --> 01:17:35,480 Let's do everything correctly. 607 01:17:35,520 --> 01:17:37,440 Your ID card, please. 608 01:17:38,600 --> 01:17:40,240 You too, sir. 609 01:17:43,640 --> 01:17:45,680 Fetch me the declaration form. 610 01:17:46,200 --> 01:17:47,360 Thank you. 611 01:17:50,640 --> 01:17:52,800 - This isn't your card. - It is. 612 01:17:52,840 --> 01:17:53,840 No, it's not. 613 01:17:54,160 --> 01:17:57,400 It says "Ronsart, Lionel." That's not you. 614 01:17:57,440 --> 01:17:59,760 It is, it's my old name. 615 01:18:01,080 --> 01:18:03,040 What's all this bullshit? 616 01:18:03,280 --> 01:18:05,200 I'm trans, that's the "bullshit"! 617 01:18:07,280 --> 01:18:09,040 I don't believe it. 618 01:18:09,080 --> 01:18:12,200 I have to get landed with a cross-dressing fag! 619 01:18:12,840 --> 01:18:14,720 I speak Flemish. 620 01:18:15,080 --> 01:18:16,080 So? 621 01:18:16,120 --> 01:18:18,360 So watch what you're saying. 622 01:18:18,400 --> 01:18:19,920 I don't need your advice. 623 01:18:19,960 --> 01:18:21,160 Understand? 624 01:18:21,400 --> 01:18:23,160 You think I'm scared of you? 625 01:18:23,840 --> 01:18:25,320 Are you scared now? 626 01:18:26,800 --> 01:18:28,600 Don't you touch him! 627 01:18:30,040 --> 01:18:32,040 What crime have we committed? 628 01:18:32,080 --> 01:18:33,880 It'll cost you dear. 629 01:18:35,000 --> 01:18:37,240 It's my car that got burnt, isn't it? 630 01:18:38,280 --> 01:18:40,120 It's nothing to do with him. 631 01:19:13,600 --> 01:19:15,600 When's the operation? 632 01:19:16,640 --> 01:19:18,520 It should be in five weeks. 633 01:19:19,000 --> 01:19:21,800 But now I don't know, I may have to wait a bit. 634 01:19:22,400 --> 01:19:23,760 We'll see. 635 01:19:24,400 --> 01:19:26,720 Why do you want to do it? 636 01:19:28,480 --> 01:19:30,840 You're still a teenager. 637 01:19:32,200 --> 01:19:34,120 You're only just eighteen. 638 01:19:34,560 --> 01:19:37,360 It's normal to feel awkward about your body, 639 01:19:38,120 --> 01:19:40,960 to have complexes, I don't know... 640 01:19:41,000 --> 01:19:44,240 Maybe when you're 25 you'll see things differently. 641 01:19:44,520 --> 01:19:46,200 You'll change your mind. 642 01:19:46,560 --> 01:19:48,280 I won't change my mind. 643 01:19:48,320 --> 01:19:51,760 Anyway, whether I do it or not, I'm already a woman. 644 01:19:52,280 --> 01:19:54,240 You just have to accept it. 645 01:20:02,240 --> 01:20:05,000 So why do you want to do it, then? 646 01:20:05,040 --> 01:20:06,800 If it changes nothing. 647 01:20:07,880 --> 01:20:10,640 The difference is that I'll feel fulfilled 648 01:20:10,680 --> 01:20:13,040 in a body that feels right. 649 01:20:17,160 --> 01:20:19,280 Aren't you afraid of the pain? 650 01:20:19,320 --> 01:20:21,400 It must hurt. 651 01:20:21,440 --> 01:20:23,160 No, the pain is nothing 652 01:20:23,200 --> 01:20:26,200 compared to what I've suffered all my life. 653 01:20:36,480 --> 01:20:38,080 Do you have a girlfriend? 654 01:20:38,640 --> 01:20:39,960 A girlfriend? 655 01:20:43,240 --> 01:20:45,400 - You don't have a girlfriend? - No. 656 01:20:45,440 --> 01:20:46,760 What's so funny? 657 01:20:47,800 --> 01:20:50,720 Yes, but... I'm totally lost here. 658 01:20:52,840 --> 01:20:54,080 You're... 659 01:20:54,120 --> 01:20:56,240 What are you now, a lesbian? 660 01:20:58,160 --> 01:21:01,880 Are you gay, will you become straight? I don't understand. 661 01:21:01,920 --> 01:21:03,280 No, I'm not a lesbian. 662 01:21:03,760 --> 01:21:06,440 I liked boys before and I'll like them after. 663 01:21:06,480 --> 01:21:07,440 It's not... 664 01:21:07,480 --> 01:21:09,680 it's not the same thing. 665 01:21:12,200 --> 01:21:14,600 Don't you want kids of your own? 666 01:21:15,480 --> 01:21:18,960 Maybe, but that's not the point. Anyway, I'm still young. 667 01:21:19,000 --> 01:21:20,080 It makes no sense. 668 01:21:23,520 --> 01:21:25,600 Anyway, here you are. 669 01:21:27,280 --> 01:21:28,600 This... 670 01:21:29,000 --> 01:21:30,160 is yours. 671 01:21:31,440 --> 01:21:33,240 It's your money. 672 01:21:33,280 --> 01:21:35,680 Your mother saved it for you, 673 01:21:35,720 --> 01:21:38,480 so take it and do what you want with it. 674 01:21:38,760 --> 01:21:40,840 I'm sorry about all the rest. 675 01:21:41,600 --> 01:21:43,160 I can't handle it. 676 01:21:43,200 --> 01:21:44,320 It's... 677 01:21:44,360 --> 01:21:46,000 beyond me. 678 01:22:03,200 --> 01:22:06,360 - Are you sure you'll be okay? - Of course I will. 679 01:22:09,160 --> 01:22:11,800 Nineteen euros sixty, please. Thank you. 680 01:22:14,600 --> 01:22:15,360 Here. 681 01:22:16,480 --> 01:22:17,840 It leaves in 5 minutes. 682 01:22:18,520 --> 01:22:21,280 - Aren't you coming? - No, I'll stay here. 683 01:22:22,080 --> 01:22:25,480 I have to sort out the car, the insurance... 684 01:22:25,520 --> 01:22:29,040 And I'll spend a few days at the house. It'll do me good. 685 01:22:31,800 --> 01:22:32,800 Well... 686 01:22:37,160 --> 01:22:41,160 Here, I wrote this letter for Mom. I want you to have it. 687 01:22:47,840 --> 01:22:49,920 Okay. Well, see you. 688 01:22:52,440 --> 01:22:53,280 See you. 689 01:23:49,040 --> 01:23:54,040 Mom, I always thought that with you everything was possible. 690 01:23:56,360 --> 01:24:00,600 Do you remember you and Dad buying me that telescope for my birthday? 691 01:24:01,280 --> 01:24:03,680 It was the best present I ever had. 692 01:24:04,400 --> 01:24:06,240 Not just for seeing the stars, 693 01:24:06,880 --> 01:24:10,400 but because it meant the three of us spent time together. 694 01:24:11,720 --> 01:24:15,880 Entire evenings when you told me the names of stars and constellations. 695 01:24:16,640 --> 01:24:18,240 We discovered my favorite: 696 01:24:19,320 --> 01:24:22,280 Monoceros, the unicorn. 697 01:24:24,640 --> 01:24:28,120 You told me that if I wanted to believe in it, I could. 698 01:24:28,160 --> 01:24:33,040 That what matters is what I believe, not what others think. 699 01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:38,960 When we look at the sky, all we see are stars. 700 01:24:39,000 --> 01:24:41,360 But we can also see magic shapes: 701 01:24:41,400 --> 01:24:45,520 centaurs, eagles, dragons, unicorns... 702 01:24:47,960 --> 01:24:50,160 Now I know there are other things 703 01:24:50,200 --> 01:24:51,800 hiding behind appearances. 704 01:24:52,440 --> 01:24:54,160 And that's thanks to you. 705 01:24:57,560 --> 01:24:59,720 I hope you're better now. 706 01:25:00,320 --> 01:25:01,680 Wherever you are. 707 01:25:07,120 --> 01:25:09,280 I'll always be thinking of you 708 01:25:09,880 --> 01:25:12,480 and I'm sure one day we'll be together again. 709 01:25:13,400 --> 01:25:14,920 I love you.